Saturday, December 20, 2008

Dreams 2 Actuality

I think I saw him today
The one that I dreamed about in my dreams
Didn’t know how I found the one I dreamed of
He is definitely the one in my dreams or at least I hope he
doesn’t make it seem
We exchanged words he was able to hold a conversation that
didn’t fade
He understood everything I had to say
Even when I was just talking to be talking because I
was mesmerized by his smile that never disarrayed
Held eye contact that he wasn’t fighting for
He looked me in the eyes
Holding it strong wasn’t going to let anyone
break it or allow it to be torn
He explained all that he wanted
Asking questions and wanted to know more
Giving him all of my time because his time deserved all of mine
Discovering through that moment he holds all the
Qualities of the one in my dreams, that he could be the one this time
He is optimistic, having the tendency to believe
A feeling of freedom, not restricted to be someone else
or become another personality to achieve
Not afraid to travel back and free his self
From the person that guided him to mislead
Humor, saying jokes that all had a purpose
that made me smile, and let him know that our
dialog that we swapped wasn’t worthless
It’s impressive if he can hold eye contact
If he looks in your eyes he speaks the truth
What I was saying must have been insufficient,
since he wanted to know more even about my youth
Means he is interested and deeply listening
My terminology must have had an impact on him
Spirit, he knows the lord in exclusive way
he has a relationship with him,
not afraid to trust, believe and be saved ....
Courage, he is strong and wants to succeed
If it through his sports or academics
Even through hardships and tribulations he will continue to proceed
I think he is the one in my dreams
Our conversation eventually ended
Leaving our last few words with complicated but understandable things
Even through Hardships he still finds the bliss through the pain
Remembering those last words and
Realizing he never mentioned his name
Not concerned knowing we will meet again and not missing that chance
I will see him again reality or tonight in my dreams
And next time I refuse to forget his name and miss that chance
With his name i will not only meet him in my dreams
It all had a purpose I will see him again in acutuality,
Hope it won't be a daydreams
.........Dupree

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Some Post

Bored sitting here Nothin really to do.
Took the SATs today, i guess i did okay.
Spent my day doing things wisely.
Not wasting it but prob could of done
things a lot different. Church tomorrow it will
give me something to do instead of
doing nada. Basketball is slowly killing me. Sike you
no i love it. There with my favorite girls laughin n
playing ball.
While im sitting here and blogging to you
Im listening to Musiq Soulchild's new album
............................On My Radio.............................
yes you def have to listen to that
it brings new fire and his usual soul that lets
your hear something beautiful check it out
on his myspace.
Don't waste time get to it now then go out and
buy like 4 copies.

New Video

Monday, November 24, 2008

Dear" TILL MY LAST BREATH I KNOW U KNOW I LOVE YOU ANOTHER LIFETIME IM HOLDING YOU"

It's crazy how they say gone on , move
on, I don't know about you but it is to hard for me.
Crazy how u were her making funny jokes one day
not even realizing they were funny. They way you just look at me
and it seemed like you Knew me this how time. Wishing i could go just back in
time wanting to no more about you. Knowing a lot more then what
my mother has told me. Knowing you for myself and developing my own relationship.
I know we developed another relationship maybe in another time. Together we
both were best friends. The Lord has me feeling something. Something that makes me
hurt every time I'm thought, heard, or did see of you when you were here. When
you both looked at us and myself at certain times alone I saw something,
I felt what you felt. I know your sorry. I felt everything when you
left. You wanted to say something but you couldn't.
I know what you had to say. I got your message.I know its all there. She hurts i know
but her children remind her things have to happen the way they did so she
can be strong for her kidS. She shows no weakness in front of us, I believe none at all.
I just want to let her rest and let her non that we can be strong for her.
She doesn't have to bottle it n and use only her strength from showing the pain she feels.
When You left YOU LEFT something beyond. A love that will last forever a future waiting to blossom. Dreams waiting to come true. Lives that need some saving.
I hurt i cry just like her in a different. I'm not scared of anything the strength that i
received from my mother. But i think i do have some fear of never allowing my self
to know you. I know you both read this in heaven, you made no mistakes
Everything that was meant was. What happened made me who i am and will hope to
be. MY life cries my soul hurts my heart blocks, I'm don't want to be hurt.
Sacred of it never want to be down. I miss you both want you back in my life.
Get mad when my head says the Lord took you away to soon. I cry and i know she cries
could be almost every night. Learning from what happened in want take the chance from
learning for experience. " WILL ALWAYS LOVE,WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART,WILL NEVER GET OVER THAT UR GONE,WILL NEVER FORGET, I'M HOLDING SO STAY WITH ME,TRYING GIVE IT MORE OF MY TIME,TRYING TO STAY TRUE,I'M NOT GOING TO DIE INSIDE,I'M HOLDING UP . As i write this i do develop a tear. Pain is still there
but won't let it take over me . I cry which helps me cleanse. Cleanse and remind me your looking
over us. You are my angels. I love and will never forget. I KNOW you are
good and she ill be all right. We're her angels and she knows it. Because of you
I know I love I teach I don't experience I love I gain strength. You truly have an impact on my life a positive one that i will never forget . MY Tears seem sad sometimes
but i cry because you make on my heart that i KNOW IS IN HEALING
TILL MY LAST BREATH I KNOW I LOVE YOU,
ANOTHER LIFETIME IM HOLDING YOU"

- KNOW LOVE TEACH SHOW EYES IT WAS ALL THERE
IT FROM YOU AND WE KNOW
WE CELEBRATE BIRTHDAY TOGETHER ALWAYS IN
REMEBRANCE UNTIL ONE DAY WE CAN TOGETHER
DAYS ARE OUR DAY
LOVE,

LOVE

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Solange- The other night You -???- T.O.N.Y

Kid Cudi's Apearance In Solange's T.O.N.Y Video.



Saturday, November 15, 2008

Drawn To U



You
I believe I was drawn to you
The way I think
The way you feel
They way we both feel
It created a vision in my mind
Something more that couldn't be expressed
On a plane paper and blue lines
Turned from a poetic composition to a sketch
That I drew really quickly, not wasting time
Not missing a detail illustrating
Your hair, nose, cheeks, eyes and lips
Even illustrating your eyes when you squint
Embracing the feeling and drawing everything that I sense
Drawing you giving you all my self
Wondering if love should make sense
I pencil you in Trusting it won't be the wrong decision
Every detail has a significant meaning
And scared to have high expectations of you and have to erase
I pencil you in; I only have an idea of you
An interest I feel in my heart
That I feel I can trust you; I draw the sketch to a close
Completeing it and realizing you are a work of art
I seize the moment of this precise feeling
Knowing that art shows me that there is some truth
That it can cause a heart some healing
The sketch is complete and move on to the final drawing
I draw you with more patience taking my time
Not rushing into anything because this masterpiece is the truth this time
No distractions all concentration, no errors
But I do have my eraser close by, hesitant of giving my whole heart away
Trust is the main issue
you being strong for me I know that feeling should be gone one day
Bringing your face out, and your expressions
Turning the drawing into a painting that I could put on canvas
Through vivid colors and creativity that could speak its own lectures
Im drawn to you, developing a powerful feeling even a likeness
Beginning to paint I recreate you that's felt in my heart and mind
Painting what I see, what I feel, what I want,
Through this poem that I verbalize
I hope the audience can imagine this image of you
This metaphor of you being my masterpiece
This canvas talks on its own, your portrait is complete and not blinded
I wonder if you know who You are and if you know your a showpiece
I painted you on canvas so now I toss the eraser
The audience feels what I feel they are my witness
Is your picture on my canvas, the work of art that sits in for of us?
This is my way of telling you that my heart is ready and Im
Fearless

All Because

Woke up like 8am this morning
Had to get ready for this wack, however
helpful college program. Completed some more of
those college essays. Spent time with
the killas Deonah, Pat, Ciara, and Chanae.
The program went all right, but couldn't wait to get back to
the casa and enjoy the chocolate cake that my little brother
made the night before. I def got into that. Recieved texts
about a party tonight. Comtemplating whether i should go
or not. Reasons


1). Have to find something to wear(choosin the right jiggy
will take some time).
2). Who will be there not tyna be @ a wack party
3). If the party isn't wack and is crazy gotta remember to stay
humble .
4). Who is going to go with me(what am i talking bout i know
they going).
5). College open house Tomorrow early in the morning because
I know I am not going to wake up.


Not many reasons right.I will figure it out though.
Not really desprate to go, but my killa wants
to be in there in I don't want to let her go by herself
since i did all the other times. But see im thinking of you.






Wednesday, November 12, 2008

New Jiggy J Black

J Black also known as Jerry Blackwell a rapper from Greensboro, North Carolina.
My older brother put me on him a while ago. Ihave to say he is sending a message and I can't get enough. Put him on my killas and they listen to him to.
If you ready for something different and a positive message you need to have it and
get on that new school grove like he said
Album Reality Check
J Black.

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Tuesday, November 4, 2008

U R your Mothers Daughter

I had this 2 myself the bottling up wasn't doing anything for me
Things are going so weird. changing as my life goes on.
MoM n I used to best friends, I can probably say its still that way
but its a friendship that has changed dramatically. We fuss at each other a lot. I try not to
say much but I'm am a very argumentative person. My dad
gets in it and says u r Ur mothers daughter. I guess he
is referring to that we are the same person. My mom and myself will
not admit that might be true. I can say we are both stubborn
and just dont like to talk about them. Now i feel like I HAVE 2.
I'm just counting the days until I'm out of the house. College is what I'm looking towards
by myself and on my own. Mom, I still love her she is my friend, but
things are different then before and
confused on how we could deal with them. My dad says to much of the same person
that's why we bang heads. It sounds like sometimes she doesn't really want me there. Probably just saying that because she wants to hurt me.
"Go live with ur grandmother or something she could use your help."
But if I'm just like her and if she realized that like my Pops did. She would no that I don't hurt easily. I'm strong like her feeding off of the hard times and dramatic situations.
i RESPOND WITH
" they don't have hockey n Philly"
I did go kinda hard with that, I no her heart now hurts. I will admit i was roofless with that 1. She acts like we me and my sis dont care that she came to like 3 hockey games, 2 b ball games, no track meets my going on 4 years of high school. Yea we care that's what we love its our life she responds with
"Yall can careless U NO IT DIDN'T MATTER and laughs t off."
she doesn't realize that it did. We want the people
we love to be apart of everything we love.I hope she doesn't realize that when it's to late.
So i apologize for the hurtful things i say , I love you
your still my best friend. I know things wil get better when we realize
we are the same person if we like it or not. Things will change.

Friday, September 26, 2008

S-I-ICKIN Video


Avant- When It Hurts


Art Thoroughly

I began with a Sketch, I draw your really quickly

Not looking for perfection

I sense your feelings and thoughts and began to illustrate

A brief light artistic signifcant composition

Creating your masterpiece without a mistake

I draw you giving you all of myself

Hoping it won't be the wrong decision and have to erase

I pencil you in I only have a idea of you only a interest I feel in my heart

However, as I continue I discover more about you

I draw the sketch to a close, finding out u have turned into a work of art

With the sketch almost complete, I seize the mood of this precise feeling

Capturing the frame of mind, that causes a heart some healing

Sketch is complete and move on to the final drawing

I draw you with more patience taking my time

No distractions all concentration ahead, no errors

Bringing out your face, your expressions. I emphasis no errors

Using the drawing as if I could turn it into a painting on canvas

Through its colors and creativity that could speak its own lectures

Beginning to paint, I recreate you that's felt in my heart and thought about in my mind

Painting what I see, what I feel, what I want.

The canvas talks on its own, your portrait is finished, not blinded

Is your portrait there on my canvas, the work of art that sits in front of us?

Is it you that I painted, that's could be sold at a art gallery

And that could push an affectionate bonus

Is it u that I painted so thoroughly?
-Dee Dupree

Sunday, August 17, 2008

Thunder

New Poem: I wrote on a day of a
storm. Ideas came to mind. Writing was the next
thing i saw myself doing. Enjoy!


The relief of energy, the burden that I hold
The sudden release of energy
The burden has dwindled, Love is here that I with hold
I do not realize what this feeling is, It questions me
The rumbling and the loud noise I feel inside

It's the amount of affection greater than expression
A flash of light that triggers something
Thinking can't be done, wondering is not an option
It's here, I want it here to stay
Like any other type of weather
I would hate this love to by pass my way
It could take a alternative passage
Around the world to the next state
It could demolish everything in its path
But his love is manifested of strong winds that you can't begin to rate
The storm could be accompained by rain, sleet, or snow,
It's summer, so it won't thunder any of those
Love is like a thunder storm
The energy we have co exist together, we feel the same thing
Its a thunder storm, no experssion it's everything and more


- Dee Dupree

Thursday, July 24, 2008

New DeVaughn!


Raheem Devaughn - Text Messages

Monday, July 21, 2008

Spotlight:Janelle MonĂ¡e

A artist from Atlanta Georgia, who is
different from most that you have ever heard of.
With exciting and moving lyrics that will want you to craveto hear more. Some say she is an R&B, Soul,
and Futuristic Rock Wonder/Singer. Try listening to her
yourself.

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http://www.myspace.com/janellemonae

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Beating Around the Freakin Bush!

Just came to my mind.
I'm getting tired of finding myself
or constantly associating myself
with people that beat around the freaking bush.
They say one thing and then do another. They mean one thing but
endlessly do the opposite. They feel a certain way then approach you
different. CAN YOU PLEASE MAKE UP
YOUR MIND! Is it really that hard. You don't know what you want
and I'm trying to be civil about it. Your confusing yourself and blinding your-
self from what is really true.
I hate when you start to think, please just change the time.
Why do i always consider?
Still thinking might just lead you to no one.
Now your on your own. Surrounded by that individual
that doesn't truly mean anything to you.
Be strong, just getaway to that individual
Learn what they honestly mean, You
continually think about them
Don't contemplate now. I made the change.
No apologizes,
Might Consider.

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Swollen

My fellow friends and myself decided to hit up the courts after a long day of
college credited classes. We had a thousand papers to do and decided to grace our presence
at the b ball courts. It was outrageously hot at the park and my
body was just going kaput as we went along. I was so of balance not hitting the shots that I usually make and everything. Just being lazy,
shall I just put it in those words. It was so hot
felt like the devil was playing defense on me. I don't think i was ready for the hot weather.
As things got rotten my killa Court does some type of big man move in
push my butt right to the ground.
I'm in pain I guess, I like landed right on my ankle.
I never realize pain until after or you could say I
wasn't going to show the twinge because
there was some fly, athletic, delightful, and endearing men there.
You know i was going to
try to play off the pain as much as i could.
That sucker was done. My ankle could stand anymore walking or running
it was time get back to the crib.
I got in the house and couldn't walk up the steps
Then when i looked at my ankle
it looked like the size of a cantaloupe that i was about to
help myself to.
Putting ice and doing all this stuff for
this reckless ankle isn't making anything better, especially as
i craw all around the house or use my hockey stick as my cane.
Not even to mention that my loving sibs and caring parents
are enjoying every bit of this.
I just hope whatever i did to this ankle heals before hockey because i
can't do damage if I'M damage.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

S-I-ICKIN

Fonzworth Bentley + Andre 3000 + Kanye West - Everybody



C- Cool
O- Outrageous
L- Lovers
0- Of
U- Uniquely
R- Raw
S- Style!

Thursday, July 10, 2008

New Mixtape!

The Cool Kids, originally from Chicago
signed with XL.The are now releasing their mixtape
"That's Stupid". It will feature a lot of their unreleased songs so
if your ready to hear some newer music from the
creative duo then get jiggy with their
new mixtape.
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S-I-ICKIN Video

Santogold, Julian Casablancas, N.E.R.D
Produced BY Pharrell
New Music video to help promote converse.
My Drive Thru

Monday, July 7, 2008

Spotlight: J Davey



This Duo From Los Angeles caught my ear out of
no where after reading about them in many magazines. First
starting off as a Underground celebrity then making their way to something
even bigger. They caught my attention because anyone can relate to their
sound, lyrics, beats, and the things they are trying to say.

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J*DaVeY

Galaxy Riders

Surfing the web and came across this...

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Spring 08' Collection

Official Website- http://www.thegalaxyriders.com/
Magazine- http://www.thegalaxyriders.com/mag/

Sunday, July 6, 2008

Hockey

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I get this call at like 10 at night and it's my friend Cupcake.
She ask me if i an coming to Hockey Camp tomorrow.(Monday)
I did not even remember. I have to volunteer at the hospital tomorrow and i got this college program that i got to attend. I'm going to just go about it and see how it works out.
I could go to UB and get someone
to fill in for me. You know what that is was is going to happen.
I have no way up to the school right know as i sit
here and think about this, however Dupree will figure it
out.
I wanted to go to the courts so bad tomorrow me in my friends already made plans
to scrap up on some boys at the park tomorrow.
Let me stop complaining i love hockey. Yes im black and i love Field hockey.
Im going to go to Hockey Camp.
O yea and i Got to pay my fee to be in camp.
Jiggy!

Michael Beasley(Kansas Savior)


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So i opened up my paper Saturday morning as i was eating my watermelon when i read that Mike Beasley is hurt. He was struck by a teammates elbow in a defensive drill,that caused the injury. Well some say he suffers from a minor chest injury. While others like the Philadelphia Inquire call it a "Freak Injury", what the heck i need to know if my boy is hurt or not.(I still love you Derek Rose). He slightly cracked his sternum. He still did drills with Miami Heat summer league team on Saturday afternoon.

Louis Vuitton

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Yes, Kanye is really releasing with Louis Vuitton, to make it even better it's a shoe brand for all you posh men out there. However, Kanye did not forget the ladies he is also releasing a brand for women sometime in the fall of 2008. Get Ready!

Friday, July 4, 2008

Patrice- Teenage Love Affair

My Friend Patrice
will also be featured on
This blog that we have here now and then
She is one of the many talented writers that
I know
She created her own Interpretation
of her Teenage Love Affair

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He was a smooth talker wit a lil bit of slang
Had a philly vibe
he liked the gurls that wore the jean to grip the thigh
His sense of style was oh so fly
I had to break my neck every time he walked by
City kid wit a fitted, pointed to the right wit his homies on the left
Didnt need a gun to protect
but always treated the ladies with respect
He wanna get in...betwenn me and my friends this love story not gon end
Again and again tis story not gon end
Saw him wit his crew my gurl Dupree said go make it do wat it do
Before I knew it she was feelin his homeboy too!
D-nice had the brotha who was lookin like dwight
Momo Jene was hookin up with the cutie in the green
They was spittin game and talkin slick, one boy even had a soft lisp
We was laughin & talkin togetha
the conversation could go on foreva
It was 6 we all split wit each others digits
My boy walked me home
cuz he aint want me to be alone
Dropped me off home...but jus before dat
He gently put his hands on my hips to give me a soft kiss on the lips
That was that
he said he be right back...
After work he came by with flowerz in his hand
Lookin kinda shady he said "I wanna be your man"
Will you be my Lady?

Jam....!

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Announcement-Common


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Gotta Pose-Kanye West

"I Won't Grow Up"

This Exibit will last from June 26 - August 29, 2008
In New York City
The people at Cheim & Read Gallery have decided to
create a exhibit for their most modern show "I Won't Grow Up".
The exibit was created by Beth Rudin DeWoody and Donald Baechler.
The exhibition will hace by a differenet variety of artists that embrace a innocent receptivity These artists, get inspiration from their childhood, which allows them to show creative independence.
The exhibition will include works by Donald Baechler, Jean-Michel Basquiat, Brian Belott, Louise Bourgeois, Jared Buckheister, Brendan Cass, E.V. Day, Phillip Estlund, Mark Fox, Beka Goedde, Gary Hume, Chantal Joffe, Chapman Brothers, Jonathan Hammer, Mike Kelley, Misaki Kawai, Jeff Koons, Tim Liddy, McDermott & McGough, Ryan McGinley, Paul Morrison, Takashi Murakami, Yoshitomo Nara, Djordje Ozbolt, Kembra Pfahler, George Stoll, Angela Strassheim, Andy Warhol and Rob Wynne.



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Thursday, June 26, 2008

I sit here super bored on his
Thursday afternoon
with like a million things that
keep scampering through my mind so
today i must discuss: Disguise- in a peom

People have this disguise that they
use to conceal themselve.
Disguise which means "to change appearance or
character to prevent reconition"
So lets reveal these situations, u might have one yourself

We hide ourselves from other people to hide ourselves
Our own person won't be able to testify
We hide ourselves from our own person.
You might not realize it, but we are all a target of a disguise.


1). The boy that is becoming a man that
shows his fellow peers as him being this nice
or laid back person.
That will have conversations with
you through texting or even myspace messages.
However in person he isn't the same .
Maybe using the profound and very intense language.
His disguise is this forceful person.
Not knowing all this does is make him carry extra baggage
The people around him all recognize this.
Maybe not we are all subjected to that "Disguise."

2). The athletic girl that reveals to the people that she is constantly
around, that she is angry and not happy
Maybe to reveal that she needs someone to be stronger for her.
Or she may even feel that someone needs to feel bad for her
She acts as if she's angry or tired of life situations.
This reveals that this maybe her disguise
She knows her life is better then most you may be able to see through actions
A loving and supportive family
That is standing right next to her when problems arise.
Her disguise has taking her over so don't feel hurt
Her disguise may dwindle because of her family so continue to decline
Disguise

Maybe not we are all subjected to that "Disguise."
Can you recognize what your disguise is?

Revelation Of You


It is coming, you don't have to wait
Knowing yourself is not the question that you ask anymore
You know who you are
But don't know what you're there for
Inkling
The very vague vision that you continue to see
Your imagination running wild
In spite of everything, you don't have a clue of what you want to be
Craving
It is there, you have to figure out what is truly meant for you
You are longing for it, even though you don't even know it
Look deep inside ,you do have the passion for what is coming to you
Patience
Can you hold on for as long as it takes?
You are willing to hold on despite everything
The willing to wait, tolerate the rejections and heartbreaks
Heart
Spirit that holds your power and determination
You were able to hold on
Without letting it all go, not one negative situation
Inkling, craving, patience, and heart
The discovery of who you are
Even through not being able to recognize
The true person your are
Written by : Me

Monday, April 28, 2008

This Fella right here . Nothing more than i can say then that. He has a voice that just
makes u forget about everything and just listen to what he is saying. If you dont believe me you
need to get up on it . Just listen. He is the truth. Music, the lyrics, the beats, its just uncontrollable u have to listen.
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ThreadBanger



I was just surfing the web to find some new sewing and crafting projects to cook up and I came by this website Threadbanger.com.They have crazy projects that you can do in they show you how to do them so If you are into getting down with the sewing and cooking up your own things hit the webby on this one!


They have videos of different projectsand shopping locations that they go to alsoimma post them for ya'll every week

Thursday, March 20, 2008

Super New



Ok!

So im super new at this in dont no what im doin
My sis, well my twin said maybe i should try this new
blogging thing.
U get to see what im interested in, what i feel
is important, the music i jam to n opinions.

Creatability Exist