Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Just My Endless Thoughts

It just came to mind
I'm just here doing my homework
the scholar that I am
I have just lost 2 friends within less than a week
One thinks that I tell his business
But isn't it equally my business as well because I was involved
Then again maybe not
He in the end told me I was dead to him forever
Right about now I honestly hope he keeps his promise
I don't need anyone around who can't seem to believe me over the average joe
Everyone knows I never lie
I guess he doesn't know me as well as I thought
then again he's not the person I thought he was
The other person is firmly upset that I called him fake
Over emotional I think but maybe that's just me
End of story we're no longer "tlkn" and for better words no longer speaking
I have no problem apologizing when I know I'm wrong but I can't apologize for telling the truth
Now my question to all my readers is were they really friends at all?
They don't believe what you say
And they think that you tell their business
And you question....Am I fake too??
I had spent so long fighting for friendships and/or relationships with these two people
And it just seems like now that I lost them....second thought
Now that we've gone our separate what was I honestly fighting for all this time???
That question seems to always find my thoughts
It just stops me in my tracks every time

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