Drawn To U

You
I believe I was drawn to you
The way I think
The way you feel
They way we both feel
It created a vision in my mind
Something more that couldn't be expressed
On a plane paper and blue lines
Turned from a poetic composition to a sketch
That I drew really quickly, not wasting time
Not missing a detail illustrating
Your hair, nose, cheeks, eyes and lips
Even illustrating your eyes when you squint
Embracing the feeling and drawing everything that I sense
Drawing you giving you all my self
Wondering if love should make sense
I pencil you in Trusting it won't be the wrong decision
Every detail has a significant meaning
And scared to have high expectations of you and have to erase
I pencil you in; I only have an idea of you
An interest I feel in my heart
That I feel I can trust you; I draw the sketch to a close
Completeing it and realizing you are a work of art
I seize the moment of this precise feeling
Knowing that art shows me that there is some truth
That it can cause a heart some healing
The sketch is complete and move on to the final drawing
I draw you with more patience taking my time
Not rushing into anything because this masterpiece is the truth this time
No distractions all concentration, no errors
But I do have my eraser close by, hesitant of giving my whole heart away
Trust is the main issue
you being strong for me I know that feeling should be gone one day
Bringing your face out, and your expressions
Turning the drawing into a painting that I could put on canvas
Through vivid colors and creativity that could speak its own lectures
Im drawn to you, developing a powerful feeling even a likeness
Beginning to paint I recreate you that's felt in my heart and mind
Painting what I see, what I feel, what I want,
Through this poem that I verbalize
I hope the audience can imagine this image of you
This metaphor of you being my masterpiece
This canvas talks on its own, your portrait is complete and not blinded
I wonder if you know who You are and if you know your a showpiece
I painted you on canvas so now I toss the eraser
The audience feels what I feel they are my witness
Is your picture on my canvas, the work of art that sits in for of us?
This is my way of telling you that my heart is ready and Im
Fearless

All Because

Woke up like 8am this morning
Had to get ready for this wack, however
helpful college program. Completed some more of
those college essays. Spent time with
the killas Deonah, Pat, Ciara, and Chanae.
The program went all right, but couldn't wait to get back to
the casa and enjoy the chocolate cake that my little brother
made the night before. I def got into that. Recieved texts
about a party tonight. Comtemplating whether i should go
or not. Reasons

1). Have to find something to wear(choosin the right jiggy
will take some time).
2). Who will be there not tyna be @ a wack party
3). If the party isn't wack and is crazy gotta remember to stay
humble .
4). Who is going to go with me(what am i talking bout i know
they going).
5). College open house Tomorrow early in the morning because
I know I am not going to wake up.


Not many reasons right.I will figure it out though.
Not really desprate to go, but my killa wants
to be in there in I don't want to let her go by herself
since i did all the other times. But see im thinking of you.