It's a good day D U P R E E .

Post D U P R E E .
It's a good day to have you with us.
it's a good day to have me with me.
lol making sure Im not going to lose myself in
this world
just checking to see if the real me D U P R E E .
is still here

Not being confromed to the ways of the world .

I'm Back

Post- D U P R E E .

Sorry readers I have been gone for a while. I believe Monyee already let you no the status that we are all creating our own blogs but Da Round Table crew will always be home. To know more about your favorite reader you can peep their individual blogs to see more post by them. We will all still be blogging on the RTC BLOG so don't 4get to keepcheckiing us out.

Yes CrushxOut blog is finally completed. You can check me out in see what I am up to.



Peep: www.crushxout.blogspot.com

POST-MONNI MONYEE

Well some may wonder..

why there arent as many posts on here as usual.
I'm here to answer your question.
DUPREE aka C.E.O has developed her own blog.
NIJA has developed her own blog.
MONYEE [thats me] has developed her own blog.
JANAE aka UNBROKEN has developed her own blog.
TWAN aka CHOIR BOY has developed his own blog.
So the only people who might have enuff time to write on this blog alone
might be JAS aka KILLA or PAT aka PATIS FLO
hopefully we'll get sum more posts off this blog....HOPEFULLY
KILLA & PATIS FLO can pull thru...
my fingers are crossed...good luck.

fin

Short Amount of Time

by j. holliday

I just can not seem to figure out the reasons for why I feel this way.

I wanted to trust you but I could not open my heart and when I finally did you just walked away.

The tears in my eyes so stealthily grab hold of my throat detering me from telling you don't go.

Feelings of anxiety opress me because what we could have had and what we could have been we will never know.

I look to others to fill the missing piece you took when you walked out of my life.

I just can not fathom how someone you love and cherish so dearly could so blatantly break your heart.

Reminiscing on how you gave me an effervescent glow everytime you whispered those three words in my ear.

But now since you walked out of my life it is only a thing of the past, just a memory.

I've asked myself time and time again, How can life go on without the one I love?

How could I have ever been so wrong?

Is this what love is all about?

You give your heart to someone just for them to tear it apart.

I thought you were the man that was supposed to care for me.

The man that was supposed to love me forever.

But forever was such a short amount of time.

haha my project

In 1867, a great inventor and entrepreneur was born in the native Louisiana. Going by the name of Madam C.J. Walker this inventor was born Sarah Breedlove; to former slaves, Owen and Minerva Breedlove on a plantation with four brothers and one older sister joining her as well. She was orphaned by the age eleven because yellow fever had decimated half of the population; Walker was left surviving with her sister while working on the cotton fields of Delta and Vicksburg, Mississippi. By age 14 she was married to Moses McWilliams, she only married to escape the physical abuse of her brother Jesse Powell. Her only daughter was born in 1885 and her husband died two years later she traveled to St. Louis to accompany her brothers and worked as a laundrywoman and saved enough money to educate her daughter and became involved with the National Association of Colored Women.

D U P R E E.

Have my on Personal Blog

http://www.crushxout.blogspot.com/

Still on Da Round Table But you

can also peep me here

TEMPORARY HAPPINESS

By D U P R E E .

Never will I ever Fall in Love with the Art of Temporary Happiness

Those words indicate something

They all surface from my canvas the words that I verbalize

Or emerge from a drawing that releases everything that I keep bottled in

I use this poem to create my art to release my struggles

And I recite these words to create wings and set free my troubles

And I can’t release my struggles if I can’t find my freedom

My freedom is trapped in this image

And I can’t create this image

because you left to find your freedom

I’m tryna to make the perfect picture, freely

Creating art is easier than life is and there is still sketching to be done

No way will I let my pain make me give up and get rid

In no way am I complete. I still have a far way to go,

And life difficult like me blinking without my eyelids

As I create my piece, I refuse to feel this pain that I have for you,

It rest deep in my soul

But it keeps hoping to connect with you

So my eagerness advised to me to create the perfect picture and when I did reconnect it came up with a blank canvas

If I would have known that your existence would have been temporary

I would have made more time to make more meaningful memories

And I tried

I attempted to illustrate you then paint you but my mind came up with distant memories

That made it hard for me to visualize you

This pain of you being gone, stops my words from forming wings and get through to you
My words resist to paint you cuz now your gone and breathless
you were my air u left me feeling like im lifeless
you passed on ......and left me airless
and this deep hurt makes me my tears
to the point that i cry till im that im breathless
and i have to create this piece so i can accept that your gone and regain my concious

I And I hate this feeling because you’re only aloud to exist in my vague memories

If I reminisced it became heartrending,

My hands can paint new memories, cuz I can’t even illustrate without thinking of you being gone from me

And I hate these tears because I can’t illustrate you right next to me

I can’t dream of you because I’m dreaming of you un-silently

And I’m trying to reach out to you but you’re beyond capacity

I’m full of un-forgiviness

Cuz he took you so quickly away from me

So I create the art of Temporary Happiness because no more are you telling jokes right next to me

So I tried to make a great effort to move on, forgive, and finally create your masterpiece

Because no more can I stand that I’m hiding behind “I’m fine existing,

Without you.”

I’m happy when I’m around them for now, but later I will continue to be angry not being near your existence

So I will create the piece
“ Never will I ever fall in Love with the art of Temporary Happiness”.

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Post ~ Monni Monyee




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POETIC HARMONY

Post-Monyee

Newest Group on their rise to fame.
Poetic Harmony. A trio of 3 Singers.
Antione McGee, Ishanna Rodriguez & Darius Greene
One of the lastest R&B groups coming out of Lindenwold, NJ
They have made special appearances at Lindenwold High School, NJPAC, etc.
Their next performance will be opening for Ms. Keri Hilson.

Changed My Life - Poetic Harmony

RTC INTRO...FINALLY!!

Post~Monyee

l0l finally i put the video on youtube
took me foreva i guess i was just to lazy to do it
yea it's basically introducing some of the members..
even though like 3 of them are missing..
maybe 4 idk
ANYWAYS..
like to hear it here it go!

Brave New Voices

Post ~ Monyee

What we've all been waiting for right ladies.
yes, nijaboy we all kno u kno dis jawn by heart.
&+ janae u got dis jawn on ya page. we kno!
(they're both geeks l0l)
interruption b4 her jawn...
I LOVE B. YUNG FROM BNV!!(shut up dupree)
so here ya go.
that girl by Alysia( Philly team of Brave New Voices)
Fear Philly! Fear Philly!
enjoy.

Peep it

Post- D U P R E E.

Priscilla Ranea -Drake's Best I Ever Had.

But made it hers... yes it's Acoustic ...

Whoa

Real Neo-Soul Kiddo!

Foreign Exchange ft Darien Brockington -
Take of the Blues

Post Monyee

One of the greatest songs that I've ever heard in my life. I write to this song every time. Ne thing that I've written that its crazy excellent I was writing to this song. Check it out.

The Foreign Exchange feat. Darien Brockington - "Take Off The Blues" from The Foreign Exchange on Vimeo.

De.Que

Mike Jaggerr

DDDDDOOOOPPPPEEE!

More to come

SOOO...

Myself, my Partners..Madookie aka Maderia

Nija be n art class...doin art

well I try if they not telling me all their business from what happened the day

before...I sometimes actually get work done....Sometimes.

We have like art names nick names whatever it is

to no what and whos pieces is what

Madookie aka MAderia- Art name - Blue or Pinky thats what i call her

Nija- Art Name- We stayed with NijaBoyy

Deneen aka D U P R E E. - Art Name - Dee Dee Dupree

My Handy Art book....

Goes everywhere with me if I get inspired....

In this drawing we had to do called a grid drawing

I finally have completed work i can put in the Art show ....

No Trace Im better than that Killa...

No Title

Post- D U P R E E .
Poem

So I heard a knock knocking at my door
And it was him standing in my existence meeting me at my front door
He said modify your life
Don’t delay the rest of your life for a reservation, Life is not reserved
You want to make it to the promise land
Listen to his declaration and you will be served
So at the end of his meal, bump being hungry He made me full
He brought to my attention that I’m dying inside and it’s painful
I have to nurture myself before I can nurture the world
He has a renovation for me already in store,
And I’m trying to be different then before
The introduction of my alteration, lead me to a book with wisdom in it
(The Bible)
Romans 12:8
Reads to direct my fate
“I beseech you therefore brethren by the mercies of God,
that you present your bodies a living sacrifice holy, acceptable to God
which is your reasonable services and don’t be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing
of your mind that you may prove what’s good and acceptable to God?” ....
Yea that’s his word
And dang that felt good
It advised me I’m making a transformation through restoration
So I’m making over for goodI’m reinstating my life,
so if he ask me for desert
I’m taking it, he supplying
Cake so I’m putting the knife to it
So now that we're filled with the food of him
no itis…..the auditoriums silent ....
I can hear a pen drop in it ....
to present our Book of knowledge
With the inspiration of him in it

Chapter 1-5

I am hunted by my past A whole lot is hitting me all at once and I can’t dodge it
It coming at me to fast
No breaks on my past I’m tryna slow it down but I can’t pause it
I’m coming up with all these ridiculous reasons on why
I should just keep doing what I’m doing and ignore it
All my emotions are fighting inside of me
And there ain’t no refs calling calls to resolve it
Emotions all bottled up inside of me
I have to shatter it But have never been confident on how to battle them and trash them
My emotions and my character are avoiding each other like the wrong side of a magnet So they are all bottled up in me and I’m trying to renew myself and recycle it
I have to smash it
Tolerate whatever it is to cause brokenness and heal me and then regain my confidence
But I’m still sleeping on it, allowing my pride and my integrity to hide it
Eventually everything inside of me will come out of me and I won’t be able to control it
I’m allowing the world to change me and affect my behavior
My actions my manners then lead to a reaction
That could ultimately lead to a consequence
That I’m refusing to experience to it ....
.. ..
Chapter 6-10
.. ..
This enemy that is trying to corrupt me is an enemy that lives beneath me ....
That is trying to disable that final feeling of love… without it … makes my tears....
I struggle to see because there filled with worn out hopes that create my fears,....
Dry emotions, mistreated love, ....
And a un-determination for life that I’m going to damage now so it doesn’t continue on for years....
.. ..
..Chapter 11-12..
...
I’m retrieving a light on which way to go ....
And can’t wait to long ....
I’m using my bitter grief to complete my joy ....
Cuz it’s hard, I’m tryna make this change sooner than later ....
So I can give my enemy back his meal ....
I’m taking my dad’s meal cuz he serving it on a silver platter and its real ....
My enemy was trying to destroy my last couple feelings of love ....
I’m becoming free and deep hurt ....
Takes away from my-self worth ....
And I’m ready to determine my own success and rise above....
My obstacles will not determine achievements....
Achievements lead from me managing myself and not the environment....
I’m staying humble to everything around....
The world can distract ...my pride....
It’s not bad to have it but sometimes pride leads to a fall ....
And he told me I was dying inside ....
I made a new friend and I hope the other realizes he is not my ally....
I found purity, optimism, gladness, and life ....
No more accepting the low life ....
I’m done making that mistake I’m concentrating on my rise ....
I’m reaching for the high life ....

The New Beginning
THERE IS NO END

The Ecstatic

Post - Dupree

Mos Def

Album Available - In Spring 2009

Flowers

Mos Def - Flowers - The Ecstatic avail 6/9/09

Words

Mos Def - Words - The Ecstatic - in stores Spring 2009

ESSENCE OF THE MIND

Post ~Monyee

Background: O tayy Happy Easter to everyone! l0l I just got my poem I wrote for English class back. Yes that is the one thing I can do. I can write a poem. It took me about 2 hours, not too much time right? I have no clue what this piece is originally about so its kinda random. This piece was written just to complete the guidelines of using imagery and personification. Yea its kinda short too. Like to hear it here it go!

Essence of the mind
My thoughts grab me and remind me all tribulations can be overcome
Maybe time itself allows me to continue forward
Notifications of time reprise past emotions and regenerate lost hope
The air whistles soft remembrances of joyous times
Just for once allow time to rewind itself
Allow my thoughts to firmly grip my self conscious mind
and slowly create bravery and confidence
Yet let my eyes grab the blank lines covered with eraser marks
Provide my monstrous hunger for blank verses with enough energy
to devour these empty spaces left uneaten on my canvas
Make time my best friend with never ending anecdotes
BODY OF THE ESSENCE
Wherever you go your mind graciously follows in your footsteps
Eventually your adolescent mind will mature and stride long enough
to step out from your unforeseen shadow
Let my words hold your hands and initiate peace between body and mind
Just know that all of this is of the essence of the mind.

THOUGHTS OF AN ENDLESS THOUGHT PROCESS

Post Monyee

Some how I find myself here
Battling with curiosity on how things tremendously took a turn
For the opposite cause
Because with all honesty I don't want to be anything
except exceptional
Consequential thoughts and actions make
All curiosity my enemy
And taking chances my sole confidant
Which way of this phase of this stage shall
I allow my own personal problems to make my day...worse
I have to catch myself before I hit that large epiphany
That I have to trust somebody
Because trusting yourself leads to loneliness and empty conversations
Shredding through my mounds of possibility of why everything I try to prevent
Gradually ties my shoe laces around my ankles and trips me up
Maybe its not enough that I keep burning myself
And its leads to unhealed wounds and yet again another fire that distracts me
Still trying to find my purpose here
And still nothing seems to cross my mind well...this does.

1. I'm an okay friend most days when you catch me
2. Downside I don't think I'll grow up and even remember
1/2 the people who meant the world to me

I seem to have my way of hoping for things that should happen
Certain circumstances take their chances
Which I am reluctant to do
Its evidently true that very few
Make matters worse and I lose my cool.
Grudges I hold
Take hold of me
And at the same time my consequential mind separates itself
From my later lively & emotional mind
Maybe that is what every one's life is like
and I just feel brand new to it
Sometimes I just hope I'm not crazy
And someone else realizes this seemly unnatural pain.
Escaping seems like an option but you can't run from yourself forever
Maybe I can call this insight "Distinctively Monyee",
Is not crazy but clever
Clever never really got me anywhere else but here
An inspiring journalist with not that much to share
No real heciticity in her life
That is if heciticity is a word...which I doubt it is
Certain situations, orientations, and conversations
Leave her mind and almanac of prolifically askew words to be disturbed
In all honesty I try to create a reality of paradise with new words
Then it crosses my mind that paradise is within your box of thoughts
And here is where I begin to digress...
This is just the ingenuity of a endless thought process

Walk in His confidence ( Post By Unbroken )

I stole this from a book...its like little messages from God to his princesses...I thought I would share my favorite one. I guess its because its what I'm going through. Sometimes God has a way of speaking to people when you least expect it.



To my princess,

I know the world whispers in your ear that what you possess defines who you are,and what you look like determines your worth. This is a lie. Generations to come will never remember you for the things you accumulate or the efforts you placed in your appearence. In fact, the harder you strive to collect more things and to perfect your image, the more insecure you will be about who you are and why you are here. I am in you and you are in me. I will give you all that you need. Now go and walk in confidence.

Love, God

Nvm ( Post by Unbroken)

Chances are this isnt going to be a poem more like a confession,testimony a pouring out of my inner most thoughts without the use of a pattern no rhyme scheme most likely it will probably have no purpose. Just a way for a helpless person to express how they really feel. Then again who knows if in my conquest to pour it all out inspiration overcomes me I might find myself in the mist of some powerful words.

Or not I wanted to write about you but I couldnt..

DEFEAT

Post-Monyee

I don't have much time here
because i got nap to take l0l but seriously i do
anyway I've been having a little trouble writing my latest piece
i have no words yet but i have a title
it's called "defeat of possibility"
the poem or piece is suppose to just be not allowing
the art of defeat or the art of just not believing what you're doing just doesn't work
I'm willing to give this piece to any RTC member its up for grabs
I know this is a tough one because i come from a different vibe
but i might put this topic to rest...
make the defeat of possibility just found me

to be continued...

Creative Ambitionz

Post-Monyee

Ya know how you have those friends you can't do without
And then you have the ones that make your life hell sometimes but you still love em
We'll I think i have one of those...her name is Dupree (my bffl)
Yup so I'd figured I'd admit we have a disastrous love/hate relationship
She has her way of being right and sometimes i hate it
And she hates how completely honest i can be about somethings
And she seems to point out every time that I have an issue it could have been avoided
haha and i point out everytime she pulls away from *something bc she's probably scared
making us complete opposites her the thinker and me the spontaneous one
but for once i became the thinker haha
Well as some know I'm kinda like maxine from the tv show called living single
and for the longest time dupree has denied being anything like the character khadijah
Now I know I've done some crazy stuff l0l the myspace thingy w/ the boy "tone"
And dupree finally found her way of gettin me back by calling kyle

If you what the show you would eventually figure out that kyle & maxine end up togetha in the last episode

l0l so I'll give Dupree her props you got me back
I don't know what I'ma do now that khadijah got me to this point

fin...

Complex Words

POST- D U P R E E.

My Killas and Myself came up with these words.
JIG & JUG

JIG -

is a fly funkshway brov who is living life with richness and freedom. Shares his self through his mind. He shows his personality through his heart. Wears clothes that embody his personality. Mind ready to be taught and body ready be used for the good. Surrounds his self with people that are looking to achieve goals in the future.

JUG-

is a brov who doesn't see what's real. Believes he has to live life through experience. Will create a path or follow a path that is already set for him. Won't let someone help or guide them to the right direction. Hurts themselves and effects everyone without them even knowing. Creates a negative message in someones mind. Doesn't show any interest in themselves or anyone around them which damages the appearance.

Examples:

JIG- Andre Benjamin, Fonzworth Bentley,Kanye West, Barak Obama & Kid Cudi

Examples:

JUG- NOT WORTHY ENOUGH TO BE PUT ON THE BLOG

The Ending Result:

So before Approaching a young lady please mention to her which

one you consider yourself. It will save her the hassle of trying to firgure

you out in the long run. For the ones out there who perfer JIGS

Please do not lower your

standards for a JUG we won't compromise.

So if you're a JUG im not bashing you for

it you just might want to get it together YOU..,..

.......Just thought i would make it Publicly.

Dedicated to you

your silence brings my unstoppable thoughts to a screeching halt your absence shakes my confidence
and just ruins every amount of energy i used to keep being mad @ you
my longness for you never stops
and sometimes causes dry spells of rhymatic rhymes
and for the first time
makes me want to lay down my instrument for good
and yes i know there's no way to change
what happened between us i cant change how i felt
i just felt like i was misunderstood
trust me i never meant to go to bed mad at you
and i hope you feel the same
but the sand man brought out his biggest grains and just sprinkled them over my eyes
truth be told i was just tired of those people who stood behind lies
and gallantly smiled in my face
and danced around me with masks unsure of how i would react
honestly you could have told me anything
and you know that
yes I've heard you've moved on
and trust me i truly do regret letting you go
i guess we're a lot different from kyle and maxine
this is real life not a TV show
at times i felt we wouldn't make it, yes i had my doubts
then other times I was totally sure
much to dismay that doesn't really matter anymore
wishing i had father time on my side
and hoping these seasons wouldn't pass so quickly in front of our eyes
yes i know there's no way i can rewind time
and speak loudly and just tell you how i felt
you should have known
if you know me so well
its been told I use my words as pick up lines
which isn't true at this particular time
i know life does revolve around me
and the sun doesn't rise and set on my ass
yes i know the love & basketball line
and yes i know its time things have changed
because as a circle does its neither ends or begins
we've both managed to step out of the circle
and you've found your own way to move on
as it maybe true your absence kills me and frequently dries up my prolific words
and just makes me realize that
maybe our love/ hate relationship was my inspiration after all
and just maybe i shouldn't have left my wandering thoughts to linger
with no explanation
and maybe we could have had it all
this situation truly makes me want to put to rest my instrument,
sheet music, and all its notes
because without you the music doesn't sound as sweet
and the words "I'm sorry" just seem to be
choked up in our throats
So after all we've been through
I think you finally deserve a piece of my spoken word
you can put your name to
So this one is
dedicated to you

Post- Monyee

Yea So I Stole It.

POST- D U P R E E .


Stole From- http://100kgold.blogspot.com/

What- Dis boy Photos
Why- Thought they were all right, so i decide to
share with ya'll. L O V E the art work in that second one.

TEXTERS VS CALLERS

Post - Monyee

Yup well I'm finally here to discuss TEXTERS vs. CALLERS
a topic given to me by the C.E.O Dupree :)
this is what I came up with

TEXTERS
are people who express themselves through a persona by sending
a misinterpreted exchange including words that lack emotion.
texters allow empty messages and words to continue their
path to a perplexed receiver who can't explicate or
more or less respond to the message
without an occasional "huh?" or "what"?


CALLERS
are courageous customers ready to purchase any allotment
of the receiver's intellect they can acquire.
A caller isn't hesitant to express themselves
and is brave enough to embody their
emotions completely without hesitation


The Test
now lets test our selves which one are u?
Texter?
or
Caller?
Take this situation for what it is.
Say you want to break up with your old jiggy(bf)
making him exclusively a JUG.
Would you call him to argue and tell him your done?
OR
Would you text him to argue and tell him your done?
Remind yourself before you make this decision
that when you text there's no emotion with words
unless you decide to unsoundly express yourself by using profanity
the decision is yours
or would you call?
the firm question is:
would he get the same message?
&&
would you get the same result?

Questions:
what we need to ask ourselves is have we ever met a whole hearted CALLER?

&&

Could you ever hit myspace, facebook..etc. without saying l0l?

He is a pretender

Post- Unbroken

He is incapable of seeing anything more
then what they see
He blocks out his thoughts and feelings
and discourages his own beliefs
His inability to think for himself amuses me
But the decisions he makes just confuse me
The courage he lacks are indescribable
the words he speaks are unreliable
are they yours or theirs
you hide how you feel to be like everyone else
yet your persistent to state your being yourself
You refuse to be honest and tell the truth
your lack of honesty is all my proof

Poem

Post- D U P R E E .

My Girl Maderia we

have the same art class. She

my art hand man lol. She real deep

when she want to be and I THOUGHT THIS

WAS REAL GOOD. Did not know she could write like dis

lol

We sit next to each other everyday and she did not tell me

I am double hurt Love lol.

You my killa though.

DREAMS

I DREAM OF YOUR TOUCH WHILE YOU ARE AWAY

I DREAM OF YOUR SMILE ALL THROUGH THE DAY YOU CAME INTO MY LIFE

I DREAM OF THE DAY I WILL BE UR WIFE

I DREAM OF THE DAY I CAN FALL ASLEEP NEXT TO YOU

I DREAM OF THE DAY I CAN SAY I DO TO BE YOUR WIFE

TO BE TOGETHER FOR LIFE

IS A DREAM I HAVE,

EVERYNIGHT

- Maderia

New Video

Post- D U P R E E .

Chrisette Michele - Epiphany

October's Very Own Heartbrake Drake makes

an appearance in Chrisette Michele's

Video.

Peep em- http://octobersveryown.blogspot.com/

Supreme Mathamatics

Post- D U P R E E .

Supreme Mathmatics

Saw it on one of my fav blogs

100kGold

I thought it spoke a little something

I felt it I don't know about you....

1=knowledge

2=wisdom

3=understanding

4=culture & freedom

5=power&refinement

6=equlity

7=God

8=build & destroy

9=born (birth)

10=cipher

Peep em- http://100kgold.blogspot.com/

De..Que

Phone O!

So Ima tryin to get this

phone rite

So ima tryin to budge my parents

check this

i put dis picture up

on their desktop on their computer

so everytime my parents get on their

computer this pic pops up

so any of you that have no clue

how

this is my master plan !

De...Que

Delimma Mini

So Ima sittin on da bus in a jiffy

I get off and I find a ipod touch on da ground.

In my complex

So i go over to nijaboyyy! house

and tell her ,Man! Ima like should I keep it

I get home and the father knocks some thought into my head.

WOW! DADDY YO ! u had to go their

thankz

Know Ima thinkin man should I figure out who

this person is , or just keep it

Ima thinkin lord Ima good person

I never get that lucky!

you can just call me a clutz

Maybe I deserve it you know!

Well ima be a good person

cuz u know wen I don't want to be the person

standing outside the gates of heaven (seriously)

u dig

So I came to the conculsion that

Ima goin to return the dang! think

Ima kind person and non-selfish person in my heart and out

so ima out

Adios !

De...Que

Ultra Dialectics

This dude is crazy I just love everything he has done .

It just gets me so inspired

He drove me into a whole different demention and

I don't think I'll ever come back Ha!

As I would say man this chico is jimmy chingas !

Check this guy he is from Amsterdam.

He was really interested in the whole fantasy and sci-fi stuff cool right!

So check this dude out and tell me what you think

Hot Stuff!

De..Que

BETTER BASKETBALL

So our team Lost to Pleasentville in the playoffs yesterday

I am pretty upset about that

So at this point I just want to go see good basketball

It's like club hopin but in my case

you can call it Playoff hopin ha!

I like that...

So BETTER BASKETBALL

here I come

That Poetry Thang

POST - D U P R E E .

BY- ME

Feelings or Loveless

The source of our emotional life is hit where it is most vulnerable
your only a friend, If it doesn’t go rite it can be hurtful, it can’t go further
In each other’s presence we caught a mental sensation
There’s no way I can come to say goodbye because I’m incapable
You where hit where you are most defenseless to pain
That’s why 4 lips make short conversations
Cuz we gained something strong that still remains and
2 sets of eyes make no contact, we can’t look at
Each other because feelings were obtained
I can’t make a decision whether I’m going to have you in my life
Or I will stay committed to my fears
All because we caught feelings
I must stay committed to just trusting myself, free whatever this passion is
Cuz you might cause tears
It’s like I can’t split my fears from my blessings
I will take it to the Lord and put it in his hands
Praying the decision we make will be the best
But I will hope I’m not praying for something that I will regret
Our hearts are in it and we can’t avoid what is
Maybe that’s why we argue the way we do
We are friends with secrets that corrupt our hearts and enhance our fears too
We caught feelings and there nothing we can do, there is nothing else to prove
It has come and if we don’t co-exist and be for each other it will continue to be tough
Because we can’t decide
We are falling in love with our doubts
And that’s what makes it all unclear
We can’t communicate and try to compromise
It is there and we both caught feelings
And we are the source that is responsible for our own happiness
And if we don’t follow what’s in our heart we will both
Ask why our hearts are in the wrong hands
and loveless

WORDS FOR YA'LL

POST- D U P R E E .

Da Union: "Couldn't happen me leavin in sin come to church gully actin innocent

"I WAS TALKIN WASN'T TALKIN AT ALL BECAUSE IT WASN'T REALL TALK WHEN I WAS TALKIN TO YA'LL"

"talk to me i 'll talk to you and tell me what your going through and tell me what is on your mind"

Last Home Game.....Tear

Patrice- Pat Tis Flo # 23 - Forward

3rd to last

Deonah- D...Que # 21- Forward

2nd to last

Deneen- D U P R E E # 10- Forward/ Guard

last

Senior Night

Last Home Game.... Tear from The Round Table on Vimeo.

Logic Da Beatman

Post- D U P R E E .

My otha older Brova
AJ aka Logic Da Beatman
Another man not afraid to spread in
be like Christ. In his own way letting
people know they "ain't sayin nuttin"
Without Christ.
Logic Da Beatman ft. Phien
Song- Dip-I-D


Logic Da Beat Man- Song- Dip- I- D from The Round Table on Vimeo.

Song- Christ In the Building


Logic Da Beatman from The Round Table on Vimeo.

New Mixtape

Post- D U P R E E .

Drake New Mixtape

So Far Gone

Just My Endless Thoughts

It just came to mind
I'm just here doing my homework
the scholar that I am
I have just lost 2 friends within less than a week
One thinks that I tell his business
But isn't it equally my business as well because I was involved
Then again maybe not
He in the end told me I was dead to him forever
Right about now I honestly hope he keeps his promise
I don't need anyone around who can't seem to believe me over the average joe
Everyone knows I never lie
I guess he doesn't know me as well as I thought
then again he's not the person I thought he was
The other person is firmly upset that I called him fake
Over emotional I think but maybe that's just me
End of story we're no longer "tlkn" and for better words no longer speaking
I have no problem apologizing when I know I'm wrong but I can't apologize for telling the truth
Now my question to all my readers is were they really friends at all?
They don't believe what you say
And they think that you tell their business
And you question....Am I fake too??
I had spent so long fighting for friendships and/or relationships with these two people
And it just seems like now that I lost them....second thought
Now that we've gone our separate what was I honestly fighting for all this time???
That question seems to always find my thoughts
It just stops me in my tracks every time

posted by:
M O N N ii~ M O N Y E E

POST- D U P R E E .

Dreams 2 Actuality

I think I saw him today
The one that I dreamed about in my dreams
Didn’t know how I found the one I dreamed of
He is definitely the one in my dreams or at least I hope he
doesn’t make it seem
....We exchanged words he was able to hold a conversation that....
.....didn’t fade....
....He understood everything I had to say....
....Even when I was just talking to be talking because I....
....was mesmerized by his smile that never disarrayed....
Held eye contact that he wasn’t fighting for
He looked me in the eyes
Holding it strong wasn’t going to let anyone
break it or allow it to be torn
He explained all that he wanted
Asking questions and wanted to know more
Giving him all of my time because his time deserved all of mine
....Discovering through that moment he holds all the....
....Qualities of the one in my dreams, that he could be the one this time....
....He is optimistic, having the tendency to believe....
....A feeling of freedom, not restricted to be someone else....
....or become another personality to achieve....
....Not afraid to travel back and free his self
From the person that guided him to mislead
Humor, saying jokes that all had a purpose
that made me smile, and let him know that our
dialog that we swapped wasn’t worthless
It’s impressive if he can hold eye contact
....he looks in your eyes he speaks the truth....
....What I was saying must have been insufficient,....
....since he wanted to know more even about my youth....
he is interested and deeply listening
My terminology must have had an impact on him
His Spirit, he knows the lord in exclusive way
he has a relationship with him,
not afraid to trust, believe and be saved ....
....His Courage, he is strong and wants to succeed....
....If it through his sports or academics....
....Even through hardships and tribulations he will continue to proceed....
....I think he is the one in my dreams....
....Our conversation eventually ended....
....Leaving our last few words with complicated but understandable things....
Even through Hardships he still finds the bliss through the pain
Remembering those last words and
Realizing he never mentioned his name
Not concerned knowing we will meet again and not missing that chance
I will see him again reality or tonight in my dreams
And next time I refuse to forget his name and miss that chance
With his name i will not only meet him in my dreams
....It all had a purpose I will see him again in acutuality,....
Hope it won't be a daydreams

BY:D U P R E E .

To My R.T.C

Post- Monnii Monyee
Well this just crossed my mind
For a while i have been talking to a certain guy
He was ma best friend
We started to like each other more
Later down the line we had planned to eventually date
Im going to guess that God didn't want us to be together
Or it was just fate
Because i start to like new people
We were fighting to be together and it just wasn't working
We argue all the time and i feel like he's smothering me
End of story today we kinda had an arguement and Im guessing that we're not even friends
I feel kinda bad because he was ma best friend
But then again I feel like everything wasn't just my fault
anyway i guess the only reason im telling this because
I feel kind of bad that I've lost my best friend
The question is was he a really friend these past 12 months
Then again I don't regret what I've said
You can't regret something you once loved right???
Let me know what I should do

For My Partner Monnii Monyee

Post- D U P R E E

I saw her post which is rite under

(TAHDOW) I know

u see it.

So i found these on the

internet . There some of my favs form Def poetry.

Monnii this is 4 U lol

( and u can do it girl i have faith )

We will crush spoken word girl

lets make other poems jealous lol

I think he is really really decent. He has to be my favorite out of all

Perre Shelton "Dandelion

Poetri

On My Mind....Monnii~Monyee's Mind

Post- Monnii Monyee

Just came across my mind
Last night when i was textn the Dupree aka C.E.O
she told me that she was nervous about this poetry thing
She had to do spoken word infront of the whole school
and she was nervous
Me being Monnii~Monyee i laughed at her
Then she told me I had my name on the list as well
Then I got nervous
I was trying to figure out what my spoken word would be
then the idea hit me
(drum roll please)
Me and Dupree should do a joined poem
l0l so Dupree...being the prolific writer she is said we should do her poem
Blinding Light
Of course the poem being excellent already
She said I should write to it
And we could perform my part and her's togetha
When i first read the poem I thought it was impossible to write to her stuff
Clearly I think her work is superb
So here I am thinkn
How am I going to write to her work
I guess this where the PROLIFIC part of me comes into the equation
Now wish me the best of luck
B.C writing a joint piece with Dupree is gonna be a hard one
Wish me luck
IM GOING TO NEED IT

On My Mind....D U P R E E 'S MIND

Post-D U P R E E.

Just Came across the mind:

I was In lunch yesterday,at the table with my killas,

we had Chinese food day for lunch

and I opened my fortune cookie and it said .......

"BE PATIENT. GOOD THINGS COME TO THOSE WHO WAIT"

.....RIGGHHHTTTT!

and the lucky numbers were

(drum role please)
#10,4,21,28,33

(they mean nothing to me)

HA YEA MONNII MONYEE WONDERS COULD IT

BE A SIGN

(She loves to analyze eveything )

If good things come to those who wait, why does it take soooo

long. I can handle some anticipation but when it last forever

I think it will never come.

But then again I guess only good things do happen to those

who are willing to wait .

So Lord if this IS a sign "I'M WAITING"

Post-De...Que

PAPER MONSTER

So I'm surfing the webbi and I find this fine fellow .

He goes by the name of PAPER MONSTER .

This ninja is only 23 years old and his work is amazing.

He calls himself a artist and a scientist. I can dig that!

I think like his work is so major and dope.

I feel like I am in another place when I look at his pieces.

Ryan Leslie

Post- Monnii Monyee
Ryan Leslie
this dude knows music
dude is crucial
albums in stores 2.10.09

Cool Kids

...Post-D U P R E E...

...New Video - Pennies...
...Definitely Have them in the Ipod ...
Before Ball game warming up..

...They're so decent...

ISO

Post-D U P R E E .

Untitled from The Round Table on Vimeo.


Christian Rap Artist From Philly. Rapping on Secular beats to bring the word. Young man not afraid to minister to others. Saw him preform it was ridculously crazy.

Dubelyoo

Post- De...Que

VIMBY - Dubelyoo

I swear this dude is dope.
Real Abstract Right