by j. holliday
I just can not seem to figure out the reasons for why I feel this way.
I wanted to trust you but I could not open my heart and when I finally did you just walked away.
The tears in my eyes so stealthily grab hold of my throat detering me from telling you don't go.
Feelings of anxiety opress me because what we could have had and what we could have been we will never know.
I look to others to fill the missing piece you took when you walked out of my life.
I just can not fathom how someone you love and cherish so dearly could so blatantly break your heart.
Reminiscing on how you gave me an effervescent glow everytime you whispered those three words in my ear.
But now since you walked out of my life it is only a thing of the past, just a memory.
I've asked myself time and time again, How can life go on without the one I love?
How could I have ever been so wrong?
Is this what love is all about?
You give your heart to someone just for them to tear it apart.
I thought you were the man that was supposed to care for me.
The man that was supposed to love me forever.
But forever was such a short amount of time.
