Monday, November 24, 2008

Dear" TILL MY LAST BREATH I KNOW U KNOW I LOVE YOU ANOTHER LIFETIME IM HOLDING YOU"

It's crazy how they say gone on , move
on, I don't know about you but it is to hard for me.
Crazy how u were her making funny jokes one day
not even realizing they were funny. They way you just look at me
and it seemed like you Knew me this how time. Wishing i could go just back in
time wanting to no more about you. Knowing a lot more then what
my mother has told me. Knowing you for myself and developing my own relationship.
I know we developed another relationship maybe in another time. Together we
both were best friends. The Lord has me feeling something. Something that makes me
hurt every time I'm thought, heard, or did see of you when you were here. When
you both looked at us and myself at certain times alone I saw something,
I felt what you felt. I know your sorry. I felt everything when you
left. You wanted to say something but you couldn't.
I know what you had to say. I got your message.I know its all there. She hurts i know
but her children remind her things have to happen the way they did so she
can be strong for her kidS. She shows no weakness in front of us, I believe none at all.
I just want to let her rest and let her non that we can be strong for her.
She doesn't have to bottle it n and use only her strength from showing the pain she feels.
When You left YOU LEFT something beyond. A love that will last forever a future waiting to blossom. Dreams waiting to come true. Lives that need some saving.
I hurt i cry just like her in a different. I'm not scared of anything the strength that i
received from my mother. But i think i do have some fear of never allowing my self
to know you. I know you both read this in heaven, you made no mistakes
Everything that was meant was. What happened made me who i am and will hope to
be. MY life cries my soul hurts my heart blocks, I'm don't want to be hurt.
Sacred of it never want to be down. I miss you both want you back in my life.
Get mad when my head says the Lord took you away to soon. I cry and i know she cries
could be almost every night. Learning from what happened in want take the chance from
learning for experience. " WILL ALWAYS LOVE,WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART,WILL NEVER GET OVER THAT UR GONE,WILL NEVER FORGET, I'M HOLDING SO STAY WITH ME,TRYING GIVE IT MORE OF MY TIME,TRYING TO STAY TRUE,I'M NOT GOING TO DIE INSIDE,I'M HOLDING UP . As i write this i do develop a tear. Pain is still there
but won't let it take over me . I cry which helps me cleanse. Cleanse and remind me your looking
over us. You are my angels. I love and will never forget. I KNOW you are
good and she ill be all right. We're her angels and she knows it. Because of you
I know I love I teach I don't experience I love I gain strength. You truly have an impact on my life a positive one that i will never forget . MY Tears seem sad sometimes
but i cry because you make on my heart that i KNOW IS IN HEALING
TILL MY LAST BREATH I KNOW I LOVE YOU,
ANOTHER LIFETIME IM HOLDING YOU"

- KNOW LOVE TEACH SHOW EYES IT WAS ALL THERE
IT FROM YOU AND WE KNOW
WE CELEBRATE BIRTHDAY TOGETHER ALWAYS IN
REMEBRANCE UNTIL ONE DAY WE CAN TOGETHER
DAYS ARE OUR DAY
LOVE,

LOVE

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