DEFEAT

Post-Monyee

I don't have much time here
because i got nap to take l0l but seriously i do
anyway I've been having a little trouble writing my latest piece
i have no words yet but i have a title
it's called "defeat of possibility"
the poem or piece is suppose to just be not allowing
the art of defeat or the art of just not believing what you're doing just doesn't work
I'm willing to give this piece to any RTC member its up for grabs
I know this is a tough one because i come from a different vibe
but i might put this topic to rest...
make the defeat of possibility just found me

to be continued...

Creative Ambitionz

Post-Monyee

Ya know how you have those friends you can't do without
And then you have the ones that make your life hell sometimes but you still love em
We'll I think i have one of those...her name is Dupree (my bffl)
Yup so I'd figured I'd admit we have a disastrous love/hate relationship
She has her way of being right and sometimes i hate it
And she hates how completely honest i can be about somethings
And she seems to point out every time that I have an issue it could have been avoided
haha and i point out everytime she pulls away from *something bc she's probably scared
making us complete opposites her the thinker and me the spontaneous one
but for once i became the thinker haha
Well as some know I'm kinda like maxine from the tv show called living single
and for the longest time dupree has denied being anything like the character khadijah
Now I know I've done some crazy stuff l0l the myspace thingy w/ the boy "tone"
And dupree finally found her way of gettin me back by calling kyle

If you what the show you would eventually figure out that kyle & maxine end up togetha in the last episode

l0l so I'll give Dupree her props you got me back
I don't know what I'ma do now that khadijah got me to this point

fin...

Complex Words

POST- D U P R E E.

My Killas and Myself came up with these words.
JIG & JUG

JIG -

is a fly funkshway brov who is living life with richness and freedom. Shares his self through his mind. He shows his personality through his heart. Wears clothes that embody his personality. Mind ready to be taught and body ready be used for the good. Surrounds his self with people that are looking to achieve goals in the future.

JUG-

is a brov who doesn't see what's real. Believes he has to live life through experience. Will create a path or follow a path that is already set for him. Won't let someone help or guide them to the right direction. Hurts themselves and effects everyone without them even knowing. Creates a negative message in someones mind. Doesn't show any interest in themselves or anyone around them which damages the appearance.

Examples:

JIG- Andre Benjamin, Fonzworth Bentley,Kanye West, Barak Obama & Kid Cudi

Examples:

JUG- NOT WORTHY ENOUGH TO BE PUT ON THE BLOG

The Ending Result:

So before Approaching a young lady please mention to her which

one you consider yourself. It will save her the hassle of trying to firgure

you out in the long run. For the ones out there who perfer JIGS

Please do not lower your

standards for a JUG we won't compromise.

So if you're a JUG im not bashing you for

it you just might want to get it together YOU..,..

.......Just thought i would make it Publicly.

Dedicated to you

your silence brings my unstoppable thoughts to a screeching halt your absence shakes my confidence
and just ruins every amount of energy i used to keep being mad @ you
my longness for you never stops
and sometimes causes dry spells of rhymatic rhymes
and for the first time
makes me want to lay down my instrument for good
and yes i know there's no way to change
what happened between us i cant change how i felt
i just felt like i was misunderstood
trust me i never meant to go to bed mad at you
and i hope you feel the same
but the sand man brought out his biggest grains and just sprinkled them over my eyes
truth be told i was just tired of those people who stood behind lies
and gallantly smiled in my face
and danced around me with masks unsure of how i would react
honestly you could have told me anything
and you know that
yes I've heard you've moved on
and trust me i truly do regret letting you go
i guess we're a lot different from kyle and maxine
this is real life not a TV show
at times i felt we wouldn't make it, yes i had my doubts
then other times I was totally sure
much to dismay that doesn't really matter anymore
wishing i had father time on my side
and hoping these seasons wouldn't pass so quickly in front of our eyes
yes i know there's no way i can rewind time
and speak loudly and just tell you how i felt
you should have known
if you know me so well
its been told I use my words as pick up lines
which isn't true at this particular time
i know life does revolve around me
and the sun doesn't rise and set on my ass
yes i know the love & basketball line
and yes i know its time things have changed
because as a circle does its neither ends or begins
we've both managed to step out of the circle
and you've found your own way to move on
as it maybe true your absence kills me and frequently dries up my prolific words
and just makes me realize that
maybe our love/ hate relationship was my inspiration after all
and just maybe i shouldn't have left my wandering thoughts to linger
with no explanation
and maybe we could have had it all
this situation truly makes me want to put to rest my instrument,
sheet music, and all its notes
because without you the music doesn't sound as sweet
and the words "I'm sorry" just seem to be
choked up in our throats
So after all we've been through
I think you finally deserve a piece of my spoken word
you can put your name to
So this one is
dedicated to you

Post- Monyee

Yea So I Stole It.

POST- D U P R E E .


Stole From- http://100kgold.blogspot.com/

What- Dis boy Photos
Why- Thought they were all right, so i decide to
share with ya'll. L O V E the art work in that second one.

TEXTERS VS CALLERS

Post - Monyee

Yup well I'm finally here to discuss TEXTERS vs. CALLERS
a topic given to me by the C.E.O Dupree :)
this is what I came up with

TEXTERS
are people who express themselves through a persona by sending
a misinterpreted exchange including words that lack emotion.
texters allow empty messages and words to continue their
path to a perplexed receiver who can't explicate or
more or less respond to the message
without an occasional "huh?" or "what"?


CALLERS
are courageous customers ready to purchase any allotment
of the receiver's intellect they can acquire.
A caller isn't hesitant to express themselves
and is brave enough to embody their
emotions completely without hesitation


The Test
now lets test our selves which one are u?
Texter?
or
Caller?
Take this situation for what it is.
Say you want to break up with your old jiggy(bf)
making him exclusively a JUG.
Would you call him to argue and tell him your done?
OR
Would you text him to argue and tell him your done?
Remind yourself before you make this decision
that when you text there's no emotion with words
unless you decide to unsoundly express yourself by using profanity
the decision is yours
or would you call?
the firm question is:
would he get the same message?
&&
would you get the same result?

Questions:
what we need to ask ourselves is have we ever met a whole hearted CALLER?

&&

Could you ever hit myspace, facebook..etc. without saying l0l?

He is a pretender

Post- Unbroken

He is incapable of seeing anything more
then what they see
He blocks out his thoughts and feelings
and discourages his own beliefs
His inability to think for himself amuses me
But the decisions he makes just confuse me
The courage he lacks are indescribable
the words he speaks are unreliable
are they yours or theirs
you hide how you feel to be like everyone else
yet your persistent to state your being yourself
You refuse to be honest and tell the truth
your lack of honesty is all my proof

Poem

Post- D U P R E E .

My Girl Maderia we

have the same art class. She

my art hand man lol. She real deep

when she want to be and I THOUGHT THIS

WAS REAL GOOD. Did not know she could write like dis

lol

We sit next to each other everyday and she did not tell me

I am double hurt Love lol.

You my killa though.

DREAMS

I DREAM OF YOUR TOUCH WHILE YOU ARE AWAY

I DREAM OF YOUR SMILE ALL THROUGH THE DAY YOU CAME INTO MY LIFE

I DREAM OF THE DAY I WILL BE UR WIFE

I DREAM OF THE DAY I CAN FALL ASLEEP NEXT TO YOU

I DREAM OF THE DAY I CAN SAY I DO TO BE YOUR WIFE

TO BE TOGETHER FOR LIFE

IS A DREAM I HAVE,

EVERYNIGHT

- Maderia

New Video

Post- D U P R E E .

Chrisette Michele - Epiphany

October's Very Own Heartbrake Drake makes

an appearance in Chrisette Michele's

Video.

Peep em- http://octobersveryown.blogspot.com/

Supreme Mathamatics

Post- D U P R E E .

Supreme Mathmatics

Saw it on one of my fav blogs

100kGold

I thought it spoke a little something

I felt it I don't know about you....

1=knowledge

2=wisdom

3=understanding

4=culture & freedom

5=power&refinement

6=equlity

7=God

8=build & destroy

9=born (birth)

10=cipher

Peep em- http://100kgold.blogspot.com/

De..Que

Phone O!

So Ima tryin to get this

phone rite

So ima tryin to budge my parents

check this

i put dis picture up

on their desktop on their computer

so everytime my parents get on their

computer this pic pops up

so any of you that have no clue

how

this is my master plan !

De...Que

Delimma Mini

So Ima sittin on da bus in a jiffy

I get off and I find a ipod touch on da ground.

In my complex

So i go over to nijaboyyy! house

and tell her ,Man! Ima like should I keep it

I get home and the father knocks some thought into my head.

WOW! DADDY YO ! u had to go their

thankz

Know Ima thinkin man should I figure out who

this person is , or just keep it

Ima thinkin lord Ima good person

I never get that lucky!

you can just call me a clutz

Maybe I deserve it you know!

Well ima be a good person

cuz u know wen I don't want to be the person

standing outside the gates of heaven (seriously)

u dig

So I came to the conculsion that

Ima goin to return the dang! think

Ima kind person and non-selfish person in my heart and out

so ima out

Adios !

De...Que

Ultra Dialectics

This dude is crazy I just love everything he has done .

It just gets me so inspired

He drove me into a whole different demention and

I don't think I'll ever come back Ha!

As I would say man this chico is jimmy chingas !

Check this guy he is from Amsterdam.

He was really interested in the whole fantasy and sci-fi stuff cool right!

So check this dude out and tell me what you think

Hot Stuff!

De..Que

BETTER BASKETBALL

So our team Lost to Pleasentville in the playoffs yesterday

I am pretty upset about that

So at this point I just want to go see good basketball

It's like club hopin but in my case

you can call it Playoff hopin ha!

I like that...

So BETTER BASKETBALL

here I come

That Poetry Thang

POST - D U P R E E .

BY- ME

Feelings or Loveless

The source of our emotional life is hit where it is most vulnerable
your only a friend, If it doesn’t go rite it can be hurtful, it can’t go further
In each other’s presence we caught a mental sensation
There’s no way I can come to say goodbye because I’m incapable
You where hit where you are most defenseless to pain
That’s why 4 lips make short conversations
Cuz we gained something strong that still remains and
2 sets of eyes make no contact, we can’t look at
Each other because feelings were obtained
I can’t make a decision whether I’m going to have you in my life
Or I will stay committed to my fears
All because we caught feelings
I must stay committed to just trusting myself, free whatever this passion is
Cuz you might cause tears
It’s like I can’t split my fears from my blessings
I will take it to the Lord and put it in his hands
Praying the decision we make will be the best
But I will hope I’m not praying for something that I will regret
Our hearts are in it and we can’t avoid what is
Maybe that’s why we argue the way we do
We are friends with secrets that corrupt our hearts and enhance our fears too
We caught feelings and there nothing we can do, there is nothing else to prove
It has come and if we don’t co-exist and be for each other it will continue to be tough
Because we can’t decide
We are falling in love with our doubts
And that’s what makes it all unclear
We can’t communicate and try to compromise
It is there and we both caught feelings
And we are the source that is responsible for our own happiness
And if we don’t follow what’s in our heart we will both
Ask why our hearts are in the wrong hands
and loveless